Nihilism ~

Drifting through time is my body and soul or is it just resisting the ability to become one with the world. As I stare at my hand in a room so quiet and blank I swear I can see the molecules separating from left to right. Can you hear me scream within, can you feel me when your sight draws a blank. Will tomorrow just be today or will the past remember what the future holds? My mind is shaking with fear, I can feel the thoughts growing louder about how meaningless this life has become, one could argue it hasn’t even begun.