The Torture ~

The pain the rushes within can’t be subdued by the scream of all your sin. The fear backed by endless endorphins that swim my veins trying to make my heart pump at a sprinters pace, why do I continue to sit here as my skin goes white in my face. This life we live is never fair or nice, we will continue to grow and change and sometimes we will have to pay the price. Torture my body, mind and soul, we humans have a fine line of when we ultimately loose control! The addiction this pain gives is teaching me a lesson that no matter my place in time I will take what I have learned and make it all mine. Nothing is too much, it’s in our thoughts that drive our fear and pain, it’s in our heartache we live, it’s what hurts us that drives us all insane!