Author Archives: neececale

The need to see the tomorrow I have always wanted, burns deep within my soul. My dreams as a child I have failed to control. Why as an adult do I crave the rain after a hot summer day, why do I walk outside and find relief in seeing the air exit my body andContinue reading “Time”

I feel the cold settling within my soul, my blood starts to trickle as I lose control. Days turn to nights, nights turn to fear, we trust no one as the mind is confused on what we hear. Breathe, my mind screams behind the skin, run my nerves tell their limbs. Do we ever trustContinue reading “Ones self”

Take me to a place where the trees calm your soul, and the mountain air makes you feel whole. Let me escape this world of false reflections from the mirror on the wall, let me fly as free as a kite without the fall. Don’t let the hurt of yesterday hold you back from theContinue reading “M.B.B.K.”

It’s funny how we press forward, never knowing what will alter our life. Fractions of seconds are what separates the happiness to fear, the joy to pain, the perfect to grief. I’m yelling no, no, why?!! I’m screaming within my own skin, I’m shaking on the outside so hard my tears downpour past my chin.Continue reading “In My Own Skin”

My little Jade, it’s January 6th, we made it. Tough, absolutely tough, trying to hold back tears, absolutely painful to know in two weeks we won’t be welcoming you into this world. I talk to you before bed every night, I know you hear me, because I feel you when I hold your blankie tight.Continue reading “1/6/24 Thoughts”

Tic Tok, the sound of the clock, breaks the silence, second by second with no stop. Mercy please, make it slow like water in the winter when it begins to snow. The pain of the past is present in the memories made, executed like an assassin with no warning, my mind wishing it was justContinue reading “The World Kept Spinning”

My eyes are tired as is my soul, nothing can prepare you for a loss, fast or slow. Questions will be unanswered, thoughts left swirling in my mind, I’m not sure where I go, I’m not sure what to really do. I hear you little soul, I feel you, I miss you and wish youContinue reading “My Sweet Jade”

Touched by the hand of something unseen, kissed by the wind so gentle and pristine. We move from one emotion to another, affected at times by our surroundings but never free from our thoughts, they are followed by others. We cry to not show emotion but to release pain and express happiness, we laugh toContinue reading “In my thoughts”

The light behind her eyes won’t let go of the soul inside, I push hard to watch it leave, I beg for this dream to become a reality, I believe. I stand tall in my emotions, I cry when no one is around, I beg for change especially when I am paving this road alone.Continue reading “Skeleton Keys ~”

Twisted cavities of my mind feed my appearance of who I have become, a magical crime not to all but just to some. Stolen victories across my youth push my hands to deliver pain, never questioning what was to gain. Enduring through the growth of my mind, body and soul, I learned that one mustContinue reading “Stages of Life ~”