Neece Daily Vibes

The clouds are that of a mystery so high something untouchable that I can see as I fly. We dream of a life so effortless and challenge free, yet we continue to allow the struggles of yesterday and today derail the faith of you and me. I wake and smile as I can hear the birds wash in the morning dew, I can smell the success that lies ahead, I can feel the burdens of fear a distance away, I can touch anything that I believe yet trust in everything faithful and free. We must not allow the decisions we want to make, be driven by the mistakes we once made, we must trust that failure is growth and quitting is just that, quitting.

To the snowy mountain top from the earthly green below, your journey won’t be easy and the climb will test your soul. Quite nights rippled by the howling sound of the wind above, just hunker down tight and know I will be there in spirit to comfort you with love. May my touch and the echoing sounds of my voice encourage you to push through the pain and fear, for the end is something so magical and pure. You’re an amazing soul, always striving to grow, your dedication and determination is addictive and something that shines so bright, it’s an intriguing glow. I hope your journey is rewarding in so many ways, just keep in mind I’m only a star gaze away

Drifting through time is my body and soul or is it just resisting the ability to become one with the world. As I stare at my hand in a room so quiet and blank I swear I can see the molecules separating from left to right. Can you hear me scream within, can you feel me when your sight draws a blank. Will tomorrow just be today or will the past remember what the future holds? My mind is shaking with fear, I can feel the thoughts growing louder about how meaningless this life has become, one could argue it hasn’t even begun.

The Blood Orange moon had a glow so beautiful and free, my eyes were captivated and as stunned as could be. You were on my mind as I drove along the waterfront the thought of you standing in front of me made my blood rush through my veins! A moment In time so beautiful and free, a night as crystal clear as the water when the wind is fast asleep. We dream of a tomorrow so different from today and adjusted actions from our past in which we can love and respect someone we haven’t even met. Getting to know you is for sure a journey I am willing to see through, whether just friends or more I have open arms willing to test and learn what the future holds.

Where do we begin is it truly the beginning or is it the end. I feel the heart of when it beats not just mine but the ones who surround me. When I shake your hand I feel the veins shaking with fear, not out of pain but potential failure of thought. I am above the rest not below the weak, I feel for your suffering and heartache, the pain will subside as does the ocean with the tide. Never judge a book so they say, it’s a moment we capture in time the beauty of compassion and empathy as we learn and grow as today turns Into tomorrow.

Do we dare talk about a moment in time where we are as silent as a mime? Our actions so confined and our words as calm as the sky on the clearest of nights. Why bridle our tongues when we have so much to say, yes there is a time to stop and listen before harm is done but tomorrow won’t come unless you finish today.

This gravel beneath my feet is endless and rough, my veins are pulsing with adrenaline so addictive I cannot seem to get enough. I’m torn as to what is next in my life, do I continue down this path so rugged and long or do I step onto the smooth black top to my side? I thought I knew what all was next, my predictions failed as that of an engine on a paper plane. The context of my life play out on recess trying to fit in, I assure you of one thing through this journey I will see it to the end.

Tangled and toiled are my thoughts as they spiral like a vine, creating a web of confusion and fear that would tingle your spine. Why does this air I breathe choke my soul from the depths of my core, why do I feel so helpless anymore. Will this life continue to be one sided, understated, underrated and unfair. Will I swim in the ocean or drown in my own despair, will I climb to a mountain top or slip into a crevasse of heartache and pain. Beautiful memories surrounded by the sunrise on another day, this time spent is a choice driven by the speed of decision no words can truly say. We can crawl when life drops us to our knees or we can spring back up to our feet like that of a child on a trampoline. We have to make tomorrow better than today, we have to allow the suns beautiful rays into why we wake each and every day. 

I have dreamed of a course in time that would be so sublime, one where magic rises on the horizon of reality.  Our fears comb the sand looking for a way out but the grains continue to fall back into place. Can we climb, without a rhythm or rhyme, can we just laugh in this moment and pause time. Memories continue to fill this hot air ballon head of mine, fire so hot the dragons of days past would quiver to the bone. My journey is that of a white map ready to draw lines through today and cross over to the other end of the compass into tomorrow. Directions confuse my process of words flowing from north to south, I crave a moment to unleash these feelings through my mouth.